I know no one reads my shit, but I’m going to say it anyway because this very well might be my last post.
I want to thank you guys for being part of my life. Really, I’ve enjoyed the many laughs and happy moments I’ve shared with all of you. You have all made these past few years very wonderful.
Secondly I want to applaud markiplier for his success and rare gift for making the lives of others so much better by just doing what he loves to do. Mark was the source of my (now lost) inspiration to take a go at making a Let’s Play channel on YouTube because he has taught me that laughter can be the best medication in the world. For about a year now his videos have helped not just me, but hundreds of other people pull through even the darkest of times. If I could have met him in person I would tell him that he truly is a saint and a blessing.
Last, but certainly not least I want to express my deepest gratitude to my best friend, Zina. You really do have nerves of steel to have put up with me for all these years. I would not be the person I am today if we had never met.
With that said, I will depart. I make no promises that I will come back because I, to my shame, am considering suicide. My dreams are broken and I don’t see the light anymore.